Please... learn how to... light... a FUCKING BUNSEN BURNER

Okay. So chemistry today bugged me... A lot. Two really close calls involving people being careless with lab stuff- one closer than the other, though, but who's counting?

The best way to start the day is to suddenly get hooked on the Schumann Cello concerto's first movement.


But anywayyyyy today was weird. Feel a bit outta sync. Probably the lack of concert practice or something =/

4.27 am, E min7, A min, C maj7

I find myself awake.

It's not a foreign feeling, this.

It's not bad.

It's just an attempt to make things

Stop.



Still,

These days will soon expire.

And it's days like these that'll stay.

Though they end so quickly.

They'll stay.

They must.


I guess we can look forward to the nostalgia, at least.

Just give it a couple of months.

And at least we'll have sweet, sweet nostalgia.


But then,

It'll only ever be.

Nostalgia.


It's not bad or anything

I just love today.

The stress

The excitement

The fatigue

The laughs

The care

The give

The take

The company.



It's the company.



I just fucking love it.

Every fucking thing about it.

I fucking love it now.

And I'll fucking love it later.



I just love it so.

I hope everyone does.

I just noticed.

Bohemian Rhapsody is a whole minute shorter than Hey Jude.

What the fuck.

April seems like a weird month

Cheer up, WORLD!


LAUGH. NOW!



April's a weird month.

School concert's next week!

Keep the dream alive

BOREDOM HELLO!

I am so FUCKING BORED!

It's been one of those days again... slow... uneventful....


BAHHHHH!


Well, at least I have my GRAPES

I Seriously like grapes. Like... alot.....

GRAPES!

Also nice are those other fruit things.... uhhhh.. mangoes!

I Seriously like mangoes! Like.... alot

But not as much as

GRAPES!

Imagine if someone made Grape cake.

That would be pretty genius



GRAPES!!!!!

The day before.

Didn't sleep well at all last night. And tomorrow it's MPYO camp. Damn.

Not that it's not gonna be fun or anything, but I'm dreading the fact that we're gonna have to spend 1+6, 16 days away. I'm sleepy. I don't think I can handle this one. Plus... I have a weird feeling that something bad is going to happen. But that's just me. Slightly paranoid.

I am quite sleepy. Like. Really quite sleepy.

It's the post performance feeling. The one I actually usually get after mpyo.

It's annoying and quoting Emil's wise words " I WANT A SAMMICH1!1!⁄!!11!!!!"

The sandwich of course being a metaphor some sort of satisfying treat filled with cold meat and lettuce.

Parliament Funkadelic

Pretty cool. P-Funk by Parliament Funkadelic

Sudden Urge

I have this undying sudden urge to talk about

This album.
I think it's pre-tty fucking genius.
Especially the ending. It kinda leaves you begging for more. And even though I've probably listened to it hundreds of times, it still sounds genius.

Bah where did all the genius songwriting ol' Ben Folds had in those days go? His new stuff's not bad, but it'll never come close to this. Gah. JESUS! IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD!

Saturday night doodle.

So I for some reason or other really needed to clear my head this night. And what better way to get things out of your head than a good two hour doodle on your computer followed by a blogpost? Well, there are a few, but I don't have access to a bungee cord and a cliff to jump off of. So here's what came out.

Shallowpuddleman

Fear him as he creates puddles just deep enough to wet your sandals and suede shoes, creating major discomfort and godawful odours.

Damn him.

Emo camel blogger.

It was supposed to be a ghost, then it became a pennguin, then it became something in between but doesn't look like either now and the disappointment has set in...

A chinese noodle pirate. Yeah. Not sure whether he pillages villages by the sea of their noodle supply or

he makes the noodles,

gives them to the villages,

Then pillages them.

A drawing of Alison's. She decided to join me after a few drawings which made way for some AWESOME AND GROUNDBREAKING COLLABORATION WORK THAT GOT DELETED BECAUSE YOU AND YOUR EYES WEREN'T READY FOR IT.

The wolfie was supposed to be a cougar at first. No idea how she managed that transformation.

Forgot to flip this one round. But you get the picture.

Uh. yeah. It's the tenth annual underwater prom from way back in the sixties.

 

Basically that's it. Did wonders for my mind-health. Also got rid of residue caffeine from the coffee I had earlier.

 

I am bored

I am pretty damn bored. Woke up at 3 something and I have nothing to do.

Yeah...... soooo uh

yeah

ummm

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booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored

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Haha it turns out I've been tagged by Lu Ee! 

 

BE patient with me, as I'm not in a very funny mood today!

  
Instructions: remove 1 question from below and add in your personal questions, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people on your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. 

1) At what age do you wish to marry?

Whoa uhhh it would be ideal to marry in my mid 20s so like around 25, 26. But that's not a funny answer. Ah well, I'm just getting warmed up.

 
2) If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?

Chances are I'd say something along the lines of "Hold me tight like the peel of a Mandarin Orange weeks before it is ripe enough to be peeeeeled".... though I would say "hi" before that, probably.

 
3) What do you feel like saying now?


"can I not do anything today, please!? i wwant too staay hoome and noot dostufff"

 
4) Where is the place you want to go the most and with whom?

A cruiseship named The Soupy Grandpa with all the people I don't hate with my intestinal Juices!

5) If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?

*edit* I was checking this just now and i realised, because i just copied and pasted the questions from luee's blog, i accidentally left her answer to this question here so i was apparently wishing to be famous and pretty. Yup*edit*

6) Do you believe you can survive without money?

I don't so much believe i can survive as much as I think I'd probably cry myself to death. I don't really spend that much, but the thought of having no money would likely hurl my emotions into the sea- The vast sea of despairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

7) What are you afraid to lose the most?

Losing in general is pretty much the worst thing that will ever happen to me.

8) If you win 1 million, what would you do?

Yeah. I'd probably spend the money? On stuff? Maybe start my own chain of laksa restaurants?

9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

In that situation, I should. Shouldn't I?

 
10) List out the good points of the person who tagged you.

Luee: She's got the greatest smile in the whole damn world! Just look at it! It makes you want to... to.... I don't know. Do something quite outrageous.

She's a really nice person!

11) What am i doing now?

Looking at a year old box of tissue paper.

12) Which type of person do you hate the most?

People who think that they're better than everyone and mistreat thembecause of it, but still manage to have a fucking huge amount of friends who don't do any bloody thing to change him/her! Those people are really.... just thinking about people like that makes me wanna do uhhhh.......stuff.

13) What is your ambition?

To not waste my life away doing something I really wouldn't enjoy doing. 

14) What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?

When he/she whips out a whip and starts whipping stuff.

 
15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Music and ahem....then friends and family then food.

16) Are you a shopaholic or not?

Not really at all no.

17) What do you see when you look into a mirror?

My disgusting hair. It's got a life of it's own. It won't bloody look good! EVER! WHY!!!!????

18) Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?

I just tell anybody, maybe even moreso people I don't like. It doesn't really matter. I like making my problems their problems as well.

19) What is your desired age to lose ur virginity.

Exactly what Lu Ee said: what kind of question is this!??

20) How old am i?

16? Should be. Unless everyones been lying to me again.

Now that wasn't.. uhh..... too.... easy. I tag whatever. Yup.

This may seem a little farfetched

I'm sure everyone's heard of the new facebook. And how many are quite frustrated with the fact that it's quite messy, and they haven't fixed it.

But what if... hear me out here.....

 

It's bad ON PURPOSE?

 

Think about it? It could be one of those social media experiments to show how we've become so dependant on Facebook that we aren't willing to give it upeven though it's become crap?

 

Not that I'm saying we should stop the use of it (i don't think any of us can manage that at the moment).... but think about it! Isn't it creeepy?

Again and again.

So the current excitement/anger/distress Malaysia's now in has compelled me to do a post about the country's current state of affairs.

 

Actually, it's quite distressing, you know?

 

Today at 1.24 pm, Raja Petra was taken into custody under the ISA, no less. This, probably with the reason that he's a threat to national security.

 

This, while all the BN Members of Parliament are gleefully spending their time researching agricultural...... no...... State of the art agricultural methods in a Taiwanese holiday destination.

 

This, after the (former?) Bukit Bendera Division Chief of UMNO was given, not even a slap on the wrist, but a gentle carress as punishment (3 years suspension)

 

This, with Mahathir rejoining UMNO after vowing not to until Badawi goes, and therefore retracting his word..... which is sooooooooooo NOT like a Malaysian at all nuh uh...

 

This, while there's infighting going on within BN component parties for god know what reason.

 

This, while it looks like Pakatan isn't doing much to ensure their takeover on the 16th of September.

 

This, while it looks like the Government has gone into self destruct mode, playing the fucking race card and is indefinitely going to threaten that there will be another massacre likened to May 13th, thus scaring people back into the "safety" of their communities and destroying whatever progress this country's people have made since the last general elections.

 

This, while investors are pulling their money out of Malaysia because of its political and economical instability under the current ruling coalition, which will cause major increase in cost of food, basic needs, and whatever fucking thing we need to live.

 

Yup... All this is kind of worrying, no?

A post about my current state of sleepiness

So I decided to post about my current state of sleepiness.

  

Agh.

Don't feel like staying at home today.... There's something about today that is nudging me to not stay home and do nothing, as I usually do on Sundays. 

It may be the boredom. 

Yep, that.

Ah the wonders of time

Ah, time! How fast you do move! Unless you do not really exist and are merely another man conceived element used to keep humanity's understanding of the universe, however scarce, possible. In which case, you probably don't have any legs like you ought to (or at least I think you ought to, seeing as how fast you move).

But enough of this not really funny joke making.

It was two whole weeks ago, when we went to the dvorak ninth concert at the dfp! Already two weeks!

It's been a whole week since the chamber concert at PERMATA, Bangi!

God Damnit, why the fuck is time moving so fast?!

Before you know it, the year will be coming to an end! Heck, if I'm unlucky, people will only be reading this at the end of 2008 checking to see if I've posted anything fo the New Year!

But seriously, I'm not really liking the fact that time is moving this fast. Jia Rong's and Myles' recent or impending departure to the states and the UK respectively has kinda beat me into doing some introspection again! This time, I did see, a more forseeable and immediate future, where not only my friends (James, Su Yin, and Jebat first I would imagine) but even I will leave to find my own place in the world, however insignificant or significant it will be.

I say this, yet sometimes it strikes me that I don't appreciate today enough. With my uncontrollable urges to impersonate a sloth around the house, my concentrating too little on things I care and don't care about, or even my afternoon naps!

Ah it seems that whenever I post on this little space on the web, it's about change and time and loss and shit like that. Sometimes Megaman.

Back to less serious and irritating to read stuff,

MPYO CAMP WAS AWESOME! It would have been more so if it wasn't for the lugging around of my cello to opposite ends of the training centre and the mosquitoes and the incredibly horrible victuals which we were somehow forced to eat.

Yeap. That's it

It's fine.

I guess.

Just found out that Aaron and Adelyn are leaving MPYO.

It's fine, i guess.

That makes three people including Myles who aren't going to be around during the next camp.

Obviously nobody can stay forever, yeah?

It's fine, i guess.

Yeah, I should be enjoying the fact that most of us are still here.

Having said that, how long more until everybody leaves?

What become of the bonds we've formed?

Will our memories be all that we have left?

It's not fine, actually.

It sucks.

big time.

FIRST POST OF 2008 WTF

Yes, I've finally brought myself to post something here after a more than a month long hiatus!
The last month's been a fast one, with school, lessons, and practicing and lots of other shit*. So I guess I should talk about whatever I've been up to recently.


So I started in Beaconhouse Sri Inai last month and whoa! It's the complete opposite of Wesley! I think it's safe to say that anyone who hates it at Wesley would think of Baconhouse as some gift from the heavens meant to rid the world of all sadness and misery. And even though sadness and misery seem to be around the same thing, it still does a fucking good job. My one concern is that it's too relaxed. Lots of the people there are... dare I say it... less than hardworking. There's no one to copy homework off of. Though there aint much homework to begin with.


In a way it's kind of refreshing, but it's weird to be among the most hardworking people in class for once. Of course, the best part of this place, the thing that makes me heart it so much are the teachers!! They are among the best teachers you can get! Bad thing is, they teach really really slowly. Yeah. Real slow. Which is good until you realise that it took them a whole month to get through the first chapter of chemistry which is the INTRODUCTION TO CHEMISTRY! THE FUCKING INTRODUCTION! Gyargungh...


Started lessons with Steve last month too. Been practicing like semi-mad. Well of course I can't compare the time I put in with the time that's been put in by Jebat lately, but argh! He's given me so much to practice! Popper, Duport, Brahms' Sonata**, and Goltermann concerto**! ARGH! Plus yesterday I discovered a crack in my cello! Geez it's probably gonna be fine, but can't really stop from worrying. Sigh.


So right now, I have to figure out some way to make this post seem longer than it actually is. Mainly because I seem to post some of the shortest shit among all of the blogs I read. Somehow, I'm gonna have to improve on my blogging power because if I don't.... Malu only la... Ah! I know! I'll just skip two lines in between each paragraph, creating the illusion of more body! Dylan, you fucking genius.

*no such thing
**not the whole thing, but still!